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Somehow, the transition between webpages in my comp is the fade right transition as used in Siow Ween's blog. Gosh, its affecting my comp now. Haha. Why, its a nice animation so its ok. Wah seems like ween's laughters are contagious. And laughters makes you forget all the sorrows in your mind.
Was sitting in the back seat on the way back just now. Been a long time since i last sat at the back with my 2 sisters. Guess I really love them. They are my sisters right? And its real nice to talk cock and laugh along with them. All the sighs just seem to erode into wonderful laughters. HAHA.
I spent quite a deal of time talking with `rain the night before. I haven't been talking much with her for good reasons. Well, I still do try to talk with her but its rather difficult these days cos of certain internal conflicts going on within me. But, I know I cannot and will never ignore her. Its just unfair to her anyway. Something about how trying to be a hero is crap. Anyway, its really rather useless coming clean with these things cos it ain't a misunderstanding or what. Nothing can be done about it. Infact, I guess being frank just causes stress. And its pointless. Why would I wanna do that. Knowing her nature, I knew I must never ever tell her certain things. But well, I guess she pushed it and I spilled it all out last night. She is happy now and I just want things to remain the way it is. I don't want anything about me to affect her. It sucks. But still, haiz, I hope she bears certain nonchalence towards me. So that after all that I have said last night, she just treat it as rubbish from me and cast it away and continue her happy life in a world separate from mine. I rather it be a case of "I have had enough from you and can't be bother with you anymore" then all the "sorry...blah blah blah". Haiz...but who knows. Maybe if I continue to stress her with all this stuff, she will soon turn her back to me. Ram. Talking like a kid already. Haiz, still this is just a passing phase of life, will get over it eventually and things will straighten out. Just require endurance. Aiya, who knows what on earth may happen the next time I return to camp. Who knows what will happen tomorrow. Just enjoy life. It ain't all about these shit.
Started off rather early today. Went to sentosa and saw this damn damn damn chio girl. Wah, I guess she is really worth it. Worth going up to her. Even if I kanna slapped its worth it I guess. Gosh!!!! I am mesmerized. Haiz...this kind of things also guo yan yun yan one. Pass eye cloud smoke. See also for a moment's shuang. Later know already get into more trouble. My present state is quite pathetic already. Must avoid all additional problems. The weather was a matter of mood swing today. Its so damn sunny and hot but at a far corner, I could see the dark clouds clustering. Saw wanyun and ah goh (again) haha. Well, seems like I got some anti tanning agents in my blood stream, I don't turn very red despite all the tanning. Well, my skin colour is really very nice now. I hope I will never lose it. PLease!!! Think if i keep moisturising my skin I won't peel. Should try. Yeah yeah. Peng shan man. That girl really damn chio leh. And according to observation she should be JC. Gosh!!!Chio bu....Sometimes I hope this type of chio girls wil just come and try themselves at me. Heh heh. Then no need to put in any effort or do anything. Isn't such a world wonderful.*Mersmerized*
Went pass SMU today and saw that the building is really quite nice. Hmm, looking forward to studying there. Should be nice yeah. Unless of course I go DB then die die must study overseas. Well, then my dream of studying neuroscience will be fulfilled. Or if no money also not bad. Can start working already. Speaking of SMU. I can't wait for Janice to come back. OK partly its because I am praying day in day out she will buy southern comfort for me. But also, I haven't seen her in ages. Later suay suay she come back with my southern comfort then I SOL!!! Then I can neither see her or my comfort!!!! Arrrgggggg!!!! Worst thing is that she is only coming back on the 14th. Following that, will be busy with NDP all the way every weekend. Wah, that girl better be an angel for once and buy me the comfort. All along whatever she said she want, even if she is only joking I will also get for her. Hmm...if she don't....haiz.....sobz.........
And yeah...I just shifted all my liquors into my room in a tiny little corner. With my present range of glasses, it makes a neat and adequate bar. Hmm...I like it.
Just wonder if I will be back next week.... I wanna meet up with janice man. Its been so long, stupid girl always busy. Eh wait a minute, that girl is damn smart....not stupid at all. Hmm, long time no see already will think to think of her a little.... southern comfort................